Putting His Faith in Telling the Truth
By GEORGE VECSEY
Published: February 19, 2008
Tampa, Fla.Considering that his old buddy Roger had thrown him under the stagecoach five days earlier, Andy Pettitte was in a tolerant mood about Clemens on Monday, even if it fell slightly short of turning the other cheek.
Pettitte still loves Clemens like a brother, he said, even if Clemens testified at a Congressional hearing that Pettitte “misremembered” that little conversation they had in 1999 about human growth hormone. Pettitte has testified under oath that Clemens admitted using the stuff, and Clemens has denied it. A small misunderstanding between buddies.
“The truth will set you free,” Pettitte said, quoting Christ’s words in John 8:32. Pettitte’s manager, Joe Girardi, had used the same phrase earlier in the day. Pettitte has played a bit loose with details in the recent past, but Monday he seemed chastened, horrified, by his public exposure, and seemed to need a public forum to set himself free. Always quick to note that he is not very smart, Pettitte did it four or five times during a news conference that was remarkable not only for its length of 57 minutes, but also for its tone of humility. Pettitte rarely preaches in the clubhouse. His references to his Christian faith generally come out in the context of the life he is living, which has always seemed controlled and sober and decent.
Not totally dimwitted, Pettitte did manage to make this key point in the standoff between Clemens and Brian McNamee, the rogue trainer who claims he administered illegal bodybuilding drugs to Clemens, Chuck Knoblauch and Pettitte.
“Mac told the truth about me,” Pettitte said Monday, a remark that underscored that Clemens has not exactly seemed candid since the Mitchell report came out in December, naming Clemens frequently and citing Pettitte.
On Monday, Pettitte sat still for questions about how he could square his dabbling in an illegal drug, twice in 2002 when he was with the Yankees. He also was asked why he did not tell the Mitchell investigators about two other times in 2004, when he was with Houston, that he used H.G.H. he had gotten from his father, Tom, who was under medical treatment.
“Stupid,” Pettitte said of himself. He did not recoil in anger when asked if he was a cheat for having used drugs banned by federal law, even if Major League Baseball had dawdled in banning such drugs.
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“I was desperate,” Pettitte explained, referring to injuries in 2002 and 2004. “Do I think I’m a cheater? No, from the bottom of my heart. I wish I hadn’t done it. Stupid
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